It would be so much easier to run from this
If I wasn’t so invested in what I knew we could become
Every time I think of you it makes me want to run
The traumas, the triggers and a fear to displease you
It causes an internal dilemma
In fear that I would lose you
So I keep them to myself and run and run and hide
But the more that I run, the more I know I can’t leave you behind
Il try to keep silent so I don’t make you upset
It’s at the expense of my own self respect