Effort

Maybe deep down I over extend myself

For people who don’t make me feel whole

Because I know they could never give it to me

But then why do I always feel so unhappy?

Why are they never living up to these small standards?

I put my heart into everything I do, yet you can’t even give me the bare minimum

Are my standards to high?

Or am I genuinely not worth it?

A small text, a good morning

But you won’t even commit and that’s fine I get it

But at some point I hope you remember me

And know what makes me happy